Unfortunately, I am giving up my creative designer title. I don't deserve to have such a title in the first place. This is really pathetic of me to say, and it is probably so useless for me to even be talking about it.. but lately, I haven't been active that much. Guys, I am breaking down crying almost everyday because.. I'm really sick and scared right now for my health. I have a chronic condition that won't allow me to eat the food I love anymore, and I am having pain everyday. I can't practice improving on my art, and I am so behind on things I've promised in the past. I feel like such a failure. I tried to put up my best front for everyone, but the truth really is.. that I just can't anymore.. I just can't. I am even crying right now, because this really does sound pathetic. Right now I want to focus on getting better, because their is probably no cure for me. Only medicatons that can regulate my chronic illness. I'm sorry for everything, and I hope the Blade Zenon community continues to grow strong. I have so many great friends here, and I know everything will be fine. However, this is where I stop for now. Hopefully things will get better for me soon. I really wanted to help out as much as I can, but I have been ignoring my health problems for sometime, and now it has taken a toll on me. Sorry again, and thank for understanding.
I love you all.
~Nanami
I love you all.
~Nanami